Mixed feelings about today. Played tchouk ball in the afternoon with the girls and a few of the class guys, which was good. Was pretty demoralize at first cos I couldn't shoot or catch at all. But many thanks to Xingtang for the motivation, cos I managed to shoot and catch a few goals after that. (:
That was the up side. And the down side is obviously cos of LG. But he can't be blamed either, cos I'm like he initial cause of everything bad that happened today. Just can't stop thinking that he's interested in someone else, and that he's just avoiding me by delibrately talking to someone else next to me, showing that he just ain't interested. Urgh.
Seriously thinking of giving up already. I know it's fast, but it's better to get over him now then to wait till I really like him. It's also pretty irritating to see his dao face every now and then. Wad's worse it's that he will come smiling to you again a while later. Urgh. So confusing with his frequent attitude change!
Shall just let him be from now on, and stop talking about him. So not gonna let history repeat itself. And definitely not going to fall into same trap again!
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